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Happy New Year. Did you notice I didnt blog for my birthday? Since I couldnt think of anything better than the nurse I blogged about the year before I decided to skip that fucker. Another year older and another year gone. Actually, 2008 was better than 2007 because Alhana and the RottenStar sites have some of the best fucking members and fans that any site could hope for. And we plan on interacting with many more of you as we bring more kinky ass content and ideas to your computers.

So I had an interesting week thus far and thought I would share it with you. I connected with an old high school flame and girlfriend I had in the late 80’s. I have to admit that I was quite suprized and still am by the emails we have exchanged. I will be honest, and she will attest to this, but growing up on the Iron Range in MN was like a year round party. We got fucked up…ALOT. I wont go into details, but my ex and I were pretty wild when in each others company and we were apart of some weird and dangerous incidents. There was many highs and lows and was an amplified high school love affair.

One of the bottom lines I want to make is from a comment she had made this week. And I think it can be set to any situation in life for any person. She said she often wondered what life would have been like if we had stayed together. Today I am a diffrent person than I was back then and in many ways I have returned to the wild side and care free atttitude I had then due to this kick ass job. I look fondly everyday on the past but instead of wondering what if, I would tell her that its much more important to wonder what the future has now that we have reconnected and move to the next exciting chapter in our lives together.

On a side note, Alhana was suprized I told her what we did for a living. As many of you know, I dont waste time trying to please peoples thoughts of moral conciousness in order for them to like me. Either your cool with what we do or I can move on and make friends with those who dont mind and are not judgemental. Besides, she has seen my naked ass long before anyone here. And I sure as fuck would not turn down a chance to kiss those lips again 20 years later. Heres to 2009.

R